Kennebunkport Patrician, Red-Neck Riveria, Skull Valley
Posted: February 21, 2025 Filed under: Art & Healing, Chronicles of a First Time Parent, consciousness, Portfolio - David's work, What is an Art Farm | Tags: history, nature, photography, travel 2 CommentsRMG Consultants, Inc. was mission driven, not pursuing rational self interest as conventionally defined. Rob’s mantra was to remain “ruthlessly objective” and have no conflicts of interest. We served the library as civic institution of learning and education.
Douglas became a corporate officer, with increasing responsibilities, was named Vice President of Operations and Treasurer of RMG Consultants, Inc. He encouraged Rob to pursue the for-profit sector and so they launched Infostrat, Inc., then formed an Australian-based company, RMG/CAVAL to pursue the Austral-Asian market. Douglas became an officer of those entities.
On the home front, I had left the barrio, moved north to Rogers Park, on the lakefront. Brian had graduated from Cornell College with a Bachelors of Arts in Economics and Political Science, moved back to Chicago, full-time at RMG, and lived with me. Douglas also moved to Rogers Park, but found a studio apartment off Howard Avenue, at the El terminus. I believe there was a crack house across the hall, and once he heard gunshots while walking on Howard Avenue. We were on very opposite sides of Sheridan Road.
In January 1991, the first patrician from Kennebunkport, Maine announced that Operation Desert Storm – the First Iraq War – would be televised live; we all pulled up chairs around the TV. Tal Lekberg, my carpenter friend, was in the Coast Guard and had been called to active duty in the Persian Gulf. Not knowing if he would return home alive, he brought his entire collection of single malt Scotch Whiskey to our apartment – at least two dozen bottles – asking me to safeguard it. “It’s okay if you drink it. Maybe some will remain if I return.” Like a fox guarding the hen house, we heartily imbibed while watching the destruction of the cradle of civilization, in pursuit of the quest for oil.
December 1991, Douglas and Laurie had decided to get married, and Douglas pined to be wed in Paris, at the Cathedral of Notre Dame, I as their witness. It made great sense and we all bought tickets, flew across the pond; I arrived first, Douglas and Laurie a day or two later. A friend arranged an apartment for me, and Laurie knew someone from the U of C who had a flat there. We met and celebrated love in Paris, when we were young and all life easily opened before us. But Notre Dame was not so easily scheduled and the wedding did not take place. We took the train south to Chartres, and beside the Cathedral I ran the table at a bakery beside the nave doors. I bought one of everything and together we ate pastries, at the foot of Chartres Cathedral. It was grand. Essentially they were married then, but officially it took two months more.
In February 1992 Douglas and Laurie got married. In April I moved off-grid, to Holmes County, Florida’s “red-neck riviera,” to a swamp along the Choctawhatchee River. Such was the synchronicity of the times, that even the swamp had a role in library automation.
In the tradition of eccentric booksellers, Bob Allenson seems worthy of mention. He is a third-generation bookseller of religious literature but his passion is making bibliographies of rare antiquarian books; his “John Henry Newman, 1801 – 1890: A Preliminary Register of Editions from 1818 to 1890, Together with Original Editions Published Posthumously” is the definitive catalog of Newman’s work. Sometime in the 1980s he was hired by the American Theological Library Association to select the texts that would be digitized for their online corpus of theological literature. Bob was still working on that when I moved there.
Alec R. Allenson, Inc., was launched in London, then relocated to Baltimore, Maryland and eventually to Naperville, Illinois. Bob’s father was a businessman who created a successful company selling textbooks and research materials to Christian seminarians. Bob is a Quaker, committed to social justice who joined the March to Selma and has little interest in business. By 1979, he had decided to remove himself from the mainstream culture and purchased acreage along the Choctawhatchee River in rural Westville, Florida, population 261. Wanting to get away, he found his spot. A friend and I packed the Naperville bookstore – a most remarkable experience – and shipped five semi-trailers of books to the swamp, where Bob’s son-in-law Caleb had built two pole-barn houses where the books would be stored, for sale.
I had kept in touch with Bob, and he asked me to help him with the business. To my mind, at the age of 31, moving off-grid seemed a most sensible thing to do. In April of 1992, Brian and Douglas drove me to Union Station in Chicago, we said goodbye, then I climbed aboard Amtrak’s “City of New Orleans” southbound, down the Mississippi River to New Orleans. I spent the night at a hostel, then boarded a Greyhound Bus east, along the Mississippi and Alabama coast. Somewhere along Florida State Route 20 I got off the bus, then rode my bike north. The Sheriff and his men stopped and questioned me – I stood out like a sore thumb – but let me continue and eventually Bob and his wife Dorothy Ann drove down to pick me up.
Bob embodied his Quaker ideals by visiting prisoners in the State Penitentiary, and, for honesty and transparency, by wearing no clothes. I recall Bob in his kitchen, holding a glass of white wine, cooking ratatouille and lamb chops, discussing the Christian mystics Swedenborg and Meister Eckhart, all while standing buck naked in his birthday suit. To the question, “what’s the recent weather like over there Bob? I’m trying to figure out what to wear?” he replied “Well as far as I’m concerned, you don’t need to wear anything at all.” My guess is he wore clothes to the State Penitentiary.
There was no work to be done, and neither electricity nor running water, so in the swamp – which was, in fact, an oxygen factory – I mostly sat, listened and read. Storm clouds would amass over the Gulf of Mexico, then by afternoon would float north overhead. Almost daily, rain like a typhoon fell, massive amounts of water, relieving the humidity. Caleb and his family also lived in the swamp and at night we would paddle on the river, I in front with a flashlight, scanning for the green eyes of alligators at the water’s level. Once found, they would drop beneath the water and silently swim away, even beneath our canoe. Caleb laughed at his unseasoned passenger from the North.
Eventually it became clear that life there was not sustainable and so I returned to Deerfield, and then unexpectedly, moved out west to Prescott, Arizona. I settled into a trailer, at the foot of a butte, near Skull Valley. By coincidence I had been introduced to an older gentleman, who was active in trading agricultural commodities. Given my background, he was curious of my interests and offered to introduce me to a financier he knew, who purportedly had helped launch McDonald’s Corporation. He had two conditions: I needed to write a Business Plan and get the approval of the Senior Chairman of the Board of McDonald’s Corporation. No small task, although the writing seemed more daunting than the approval, so willing to shovel coal, I was willing to get to work.
The Chicago Tribune had announced an architecture competition for public housing, to redesign the Cabrini-Green projects. I entered. I had met Paolo Soleri, the architect and urban planner – a visionary, widely overlooked – who had built Cosanti and Arcosanti based upon the design of medieval cities of the Italian countryside; he advocated a hyper-dense city surrounded by open space and the natural environment. Living on the high desert, in a trailer with no phone or TV, I began to ponder the social contract, how design manifests those ideas, and the coming impact of unlimited access to information.




Truths Held Self Evident
Posted: January 3, 2025 Filed under: Child Centered Activities, Chronicles of a First Time Parent, consciousness, What is an Art Farm | Tags: consciousness, Great potato famine, healing, hypermasculinity, intergenerational trauma, mental health, trauma 1 CommentAmong truths held self evident, that healing is the purpose of life must be central. But this view challenges the conventional A-list: asset acquisition, accomplishment, accumulation of wealth, accolade, acclaim, awards, advancement…to name but a few.
“He who dies with the most toys wins” is the popular path, but life’s hard labors will come to our doorstep, at which time the question is whether we step up or cower. Our future hangs upon the response.
Easier it is to kick the can down the road. John Maynard Keynes, the economist of destiny, who structured the post-WW2 financial reconstruction, famously said, “In the long run, we are all dead.” But life’s grim reaper is one keen accountant, and even if we choose to ignore, intergenerational trauma will settle all accounts going forward.
“Intergenerational trauma” was a new concept to me until a few years ago when my wife, a Licensed Clinical Professional Counselor spoke of it. Since then the term keeps popping up and it seems to define something of our zeitgeist. Some among us may claim this is just “a hoax from China” but scientific fact argues against brazen disregard.
Epigenetics is the science of how environmental and behavioral factors alter gene activity without changing the DNA sequence. The term “epigenetics” comes from the Greek word epi- which means “on or above.” Originally introduced in 1942, the field has grown rapidly since 2004, when the genome was fully sequenced.
Among its findings are that environmental factors can influence the health and traits over three generations through epigenetic change passed down via sperm and egg cells; the “transgenerational” effect impacts grandchildren even though they were not directly exposed to the original environmental factor. In other words, even the untold family stories shape who we are, and become.
“Beneath every railroad tie there lies a dead Irishman” is an adage describing the struggles of the Irish emigres. My father’s ancestors immigrated to the United States circa 1850. We do not have records, but believe the Mahany clan were from the city of Cork, in the County of Munster where the Great Potato Famine raged. Between 1845 and 1855 more than 1.5 million adults and children – all enduring trauma – left Ireland seeking refuge in America.
The railroads were major employers of the Irish, and the Mahany family followed that path. Daniel M Mahany/Mahoney, my great-grandfather, was born in Kentucky in 1860, the era of the Civil War, the Confederate South; intense tension among the Catholics, immigrants and the Protestant natives; machine politics and its rogues’ gallery of gang violence. As a laborer on the L&N Railroad his work must have been extremely difficult, and how he dealt with those tensions, or even traumas, once home is left unspoken.
My Father said little, next to nothing, about his family of origin and I can only wonder what traumas lie buried, untold stories of a painful past, but which still shape our gene pool. I am the third generation of Daniel Mahany’s child D.J. Mahany
One of five siblings, I process this neither in a vacuum nor by committee. The path of healing is deeply personal, each of us bringing to bear the untold complexities of our own lived lives. But plain is the historical record, factual is the science, and now is my moment.
I wonder if the turbulence of our times is not, to some degree, a long overdue reckoning of intergenerational trauma. There seems a purging of the collective id; the hypermasculine posturing, saber rattling of geo-political Oligarchs, the comic pretensions of World Wrestling Entertainment, all of which seem a masking of unhealed traumas endured and too long accrued. Mass violence marked the 20th century – the “century of genocide” – and I wonder if now comes the time when accounts need be settled.
My children are the fourth generation. My parenting choices have the potential to be liberating. Nothing can be more important to me now, at this stage of my life, than healing as the only thing that matters, that the future may be made more clear, centered in the light.
Turning 12
Posted: December 6, 2024 Filed under: Chronicles of a First Time Parent, consciousness, What is an Art Farm | Tags: coming of age rituals, consciousness, hypermasculinity, mental health, mindfulness, religion, spirituality 5 Comments
Our son turns 12 next week and I am mulling over rituals to mark this right of passage as our cherub becomes a young man.
I was raised in the Roman Catholic Church and its ritual would have been Confirmation. I have little memory of that, but it appears five hours of community service were required. I do remember wearing white, walking down the aisle and choosing Mark as my name. I chose that name to honor my best friend, who had just suffered a terrible accident in which both his arms were amputated. My choice was one of solidarity.
The Catholic tradition seems neither my nor my son’s path; I find Christian dogma limiting although Christ consciousness tremendously expansive. My faith is a work-in-progress while I am seeking alternatives for raising my son.
In the Amazon, the Satere-Mawe tribe have young men wear a glove filled with bullet ants for 10 minutes. Pushing the threshold of pain is not quite the path I seek. In Ethiopia boys jump over a cow, and in Vanuatu they jump from tall towers with vines tied to their ankles, but manliness, to my mind, is more than a measure of strength and courage.
In the Hebrew tradition the bar mitzvah marks a boy’s coming of age whereupon he begins to assume responsibility for his actions. Responsibility tied to manhood appeals to me. 13 is the age of Bar Mitzvah but to my mind, manhood is not just the number of years spent on the planet. It must be earned through understanding. This ritual, then, is about values and lessons learned.
During the summer my son and I volunteered frequently at the South Portland Food Cupboard. It was an enriching experience, and community service seems relevant in his coming of age. Construction work such as Habitat for Humanity comes to mind. I have heard of Church Youth Groups who undertake community service projects. I am looking for local possibilities.
The insights of other men should be another aspect of this plan. My nephew, my son’s cousin, did have a Bar Mitzvah and has agreed to talk with him about the experience, and his own coming of age. A philosopher/carpenter friend has offered to teach more welding, and we may join with a classmate of my son and his father, for a shared experience; working with tools in the act of making. Another friend, whose son also is the same age, is loaning us a lathe for turning wood, and that may be another opportunity for input from other men in the community. My son will benefit from hearing more than my views.
And then there is the topic of sexuality. My Father’s coming-of-age speech to me was as comic as it was lacking. It was haltingly brief, when he simply asked, “Do you have any questions?” Feeling the tension, of course I replied, “No,” whereupon he handed me a paperback book on Catholic morals. I recall the author was aghast at a recent 6th grade school field trip, where the girls wore red lipstick and hosiery. Just blame it on the girls remains the dogmatic view. What I learned of sexuality came from my older Brother and the locker room, but my son deserves better than that.
The pious among us claim that traditional morality teaches the male as the leader, with male-female relationships the only acceptable norm. I regret to inform them that history teaches otherwise. The Christian era has been relatively brief, while Ancient Greece, Rome and China openly practiced homosexuality and pederasty. LGBTQ may arguably be the historical norm and reversion to the mean would seem natural. My son will benefit from thinking not in centuries but in millenia.
The process of writing this has become the means to outline a plan. Among the core values this DIY ritual should include are:
- compassion and cooperation are keys to a healthy masculinity
- no means no, and might does not make right.
- emotional intelligence has greater value than sheer intellectual horsepower
- listen to your heart, not just your head; be curious, ask questions, follow your passion
- practical problem-solving skills provide a grounded self-confidence
- making is hard-wired in our DNA; art predates agriculture, and therefore civilization itself
- Integrity presumes courage; let your word be your bond
- energy follows thought; actions have consequences




Redemption and Return
Posted: November 8, 2024 Filed under: Art & Healing, consciousness, What is an Art Farm | Tags: alpha males, books, divine feminine, greek-mythology, Homer, hypermasculinity, Iliad, mythology, Plato, the Republic, thucydides, trojan-war 1 CommentRecently, at the Friends School of Portland, I watched a performance of the Iliad that was remarkable; horrid and harrowing, vast and engaging, a testimony to the power of theatre.
The Fig Tree Committee, a group of Quakers from Portland, Oregon presents “An Iliad” to correctional facilities and the communities that surround them. Over 3,500 people, most of whom were incarcerated, have seen the production. In the Quaker vernacular, their work is a “leading” as it “…knits together audiences on both sides of the prison walls by using one of the world’s oldest stories to examine the cycles of violence, trauma, displacement, and hope for healing that unite us all.” https://www.figtreecommittee.org/
The Iliad, central to Classical literature, stands at the apex of Epic Poetry. Homer, the bard, is said to have written the poem circa 800 BC, retelling stories from the late Bronze Age circa 1,000 BC. The story revolves around Paris, a Trojan Prince, who abducted Helen, the wife of Meneleus, the Greek King. Extraordinary was Helen’s beauty, her’s “the face that launched 1,000 ships.” The poet sagely never describes her face, leaving that to the reader’s imagination.
For 10 long years the Greeks battled the Trojans, always to a standstill, which test of endurance is indeed the stuff of legend. The story – hypermasculinity and the alpha males’ dominance – is remarkably relevant to the world today. The Access Hollywood tapes seem but a modern day retelling of Paris abducting Helen.
The Fig Tree’s production used metadrama to connect the classic to the contemporary through the epic catalog of the 1,000 ships. The bard made plain such breadth by listing the many young men killed, but from American, rather than Greek towns, including Evanston, Illinois where long ago I read the Iliad in the Greek. That catalog foreshadowed what was to come, and what is playing out in America today.
Building to the play’s climax, the bard recited a brutally long catalog of wars – Ancient Greece through Europe to modern day Middle East and Gaza – 3,000 years summarized that took us ever deeper into the maze, to face the Minotaur; not half man half beast, but rather the vain beastial side of Aristotle’s “political animal.”
The Peloponnesian War – Sparta versus Athens, 431-404 BC – centered on the issue that “might makes right.” Thucydides, the Greek Historian, in 410BC wrote, “… right, as the world goes, is only in question between equals in power, while the strong do what they can and the weak suffer what they must.” “Might makes right” is the moral antithesis of the path to compassion.
Plato, the Athenian philosopher, wrote the Republic, 375 BC, arguing that democracy was unworkable, “Until philosophers are kings, or the kings and princes of this world have the spirit and power of philosophy … cities will never have rest from their evils,—no, nor the human race, as I believe,—and then only will this our State have a possibility of life and behold the light of day.”
The polite phrase is “Philosopher King” but the literal translation is “Benevolent Dictator.” The authoritarian strongman does seem ascendant now. Many say Victor Orbán is a modern day exemplar of the Philosopher King but his is an illiberal democracy, rule by the minority not “we the people.” Might makes right remains the macho battle cry and let’s be honest: hypermasculine alpha males have run the table for more than 3,000 years.
To my mind, the deeper long-term trend is that the Divine Feminine is ascendant, while the alphas, like dinosaurs, will fight to the bottom to preserve their long enjoyed patriarchy. I speak of masculine traits, not gender, and write this not to condemn but with compassion to decry so many generations of boys raised to be men who fight more than forgive, for whom “making a killing in the market” is a red badge of courage. Radical, indeed, was the street preacher, 2000 years ago, who dared say, “the meek shall inherit the earth.”
At the end of the March from Selma, Martin Luther King stood on the steps of the Alabama State Capital, and said, “The arc of the moral universe is long, but it tends toward justice.” The Iliad tells the same story. This masterpiece of literature is ultimately a story of redemption, the release of anger and hubristic pride.
At the Iliad’s end, Achilles speaks to Priam, the last King of the Trojans, and releases to him the body of Hektor, his son, whom Achilles had slain in battle. Each having lost everything, Achilles – the greatest among the Greek heroes, which is to say the paragon of the alpha male – found within himself redemption and gave back to Priam the body of his son, to be buried, returned to his native soil.
If the greatest of Greek heroes could find forgiveness and compassion, then certainly, so too, can we the people.
Work is to be done.
Let us be about it.
Now.
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I quote here from the Richmond Lattimore translation, Prius supplicating Achilles, the response of Achilles, the anointing of Hektor’s body, and the slaying of the “gleaming sheep” for a shared meal of Thanksgiving:
“Achilleus like the gods, remember your father, one who
is of years like mine, and on the door-sill of sorrowful old age.
And they who dwell nearby encompass him and afflict him,
nor is there any to defend him against the wrath, the destruction.
Yet surely he, when he hears of you and that you are still living,
is gladdened within his heart and all his days he is hopeful
that he will see his beloved son come home from the Troad.
But for me, my destiny was evil. I have had the noblest
of sons in Troy, but I say not one of them is left to me. (24.486-94)
“So he spoke, and stirred in the other a passion of grieving
for his own father. He took the old man’s hand and pushed him
gently away, and the two remembered, as Priam sat huddled
at the feet of Achilleus and wept close for manslaughtering Hektor
and Achilleus wept now for his own father, now again
for Patroklos. The sound of their mourning moved in the house. Then
when great Achilleus had taken full satisfaction in sorrow
and the passion for it had gone from his mind and body, thereafter
he rose from his chair, and took the old man by the hand, and set him
on his feet again, in pity for the grey head and the grey beard,
and spoke to him and addressed him in winged words: ‘Ah, unlucky,
surely you have had much evil to endure in your spirit.
How could you dare to come alone to the ships of the Achaians
and before my eyes when I am one who have killed in such numbers
such brave sons of yours? The heart in you is iron. Come, then,
and sit down upon this chair, and you and I will even let
our sorrows lie still in the heart for all our grieving. There is not
any advantage to be won from grim lamentation. (24.507-24)
“Then when the serving-maids had washed the corpse and anointed it
with olive oil, they threw a fair great cloak and a tunic
about him, and Achilleus himself lifted him and laid him
on a litter, and his friends helped him lift it to the smooth-polished
mule wagon. He groaned then, and called by name on his beloved
companion: ‘Be not angry with me, Patroklos, if you discover,
though you be in the house of Hades, that I gave back great Hektor
to his loved father, for the ransom he gave me was not unworthy.
I will give you yourshare of the spoils, as much as is fitting.’
“So spoke great Achilleus and went back into the shelter
and sat down on the elaborate couch from which he had risen,
against the inward wall, and now spoke his word to Priam:
‘Your son is given back to you, aged sir, as you asked it.
He lies on a bier. When dawn shows you yourself shall see him
as you take him away. Now you and I must remember our supper. (24.587-602)
“So spoke fleet Achilleus and sprang to his feet and slaughtered
a gleaming sheep, and his friends skinned it and butchered it fairly,
and cut up the meat expertly into small pieces, and spitted them,
and roasted all carefully and took off the pieces.
Automedon took the bread and set it out on the table
in fair baskets, while Achilleus served the meats. And thereon
they put their hands to the good things that lay ready before them.
But when they had put aside their desire for eating and drinking,
Priam, son of Dardanos, gazed upon Achilleus, wondering
at his size and beauty, for he seemed like an outright vision
of gods. Achilleus in turn gazed on Dardanian Priam
and wondered, as he saw his brave looks and listened to him talking.
But when they had taken their fill of gazing one on the other,
first of the two to speak was the aged man, Priam the godlike:
‘Give me, beloved of Zeus, a place to sleep presently, so that
we may even go to bed and take the pleasure of sweet sleep.
For my eyes have not closed underneath my lids since that time
when my son lost his life beneath your hands, but always
I have been grieving and brooding over my numberless sorrows
and wallowed in the muck about my courtyard’s enclosure.
Now I have tasted food again and have let the gleaming
wine go down my throat. Before, I had tasted nothing.’
He spoke, and Achilleus ordered his serving-maids and companions
to make a bed in the porch’s shelter and to lay upon it
fine underbedding of purple, and spread blankets above it
and fleecy robes to be an over-all covering.” (24.620-646)
The Curve of Consciousness
Posted: September 27, 2024 Filed under: consciousness | Tags: consciousness, philosophy, quantum-physics, rational mind, science, space time continuum, spirituality 2 Comments
Carlo Rovelli is an Italian theoretical physicist with a sterling gift for writing, in English, clear sentences on complex ideas. In “Seven Brief Lessons on Physics” he traces the arc of modern physics from Isaac Newton’s 1687 straight mechanical worldview where bodies move through space and time passes uniformly to the now confirmed existence of quarks and, in 2013, the discovery of the Higgs boson, a fundamental sub-atomic particle; the most basic building blocks of a curvilinear universe.
Einstein’s milestone 1919 insight was that “the gravitational field is not diffused through space; the gravitational field is that space itself….Space is no longer something distinct from matter – it is one of the “material” components of the world. An entity that undulates, flexes, curves, twists. The whole of space can expand and contract.”
Max Planck had a radical idea that energy was not a continuous flow, but instead was “quanta,” or packets, a/k/a small building blocks. Einstein, again, cracked the code, in his 1905 annus mirabilis papers when he wrote, “…the energy of a light ray spreading out from a point source is not continuously distributed over an increasing space but consists of a finite number of “energy quanta” which are localized at points of space, which move without dividing, and which can only be produced and absorbed as complete units.”
Einstein’s idea was rejected as sheer nonsense, until 1925 when a group of physicists in Copenhagen, lead by Niels Bohr, worked out the mathematical equations behind the theory.
The world of quantum mechanics is not predictable, can only be spoken of in terms of probabilities. Roselli describes this as “…very far from the mechanical world of Newton…the world [of quantum mechanics] is a continuous, restless swarming of things, a continuous coming to light and disappearance of ephemeral entities. A set of vibrations, as in the switched-on hippie world of the 1960s. A world of happenings, not of things.”
In the year of our Lord 2024, physics teaches us that, “There is no longer space that “contains” the world, and there is no longer time “in which” events occur. There are only elementary processes wherein quanta of space and matter continually interact with one another. The illusion of space and time that continues around us is a blurred vision of this swarming of elementary processes.”
I present this as background to an idea that just as space time is a curved dynamic field, so too, by analogy, is human consciousness; in the years going forward our ideas of relationships and fundamental rights may flower in unforeseen dimensions. The “straight and narrow” ethics of Augustine, Calvin and Cotton Mather – to name just a few – may become antiquated just as Greek myth now is seen as mere child’s play.
Whether history repeats or rhymes, the fact is that we have been here before. Augustine of Hippo, the towering Church Father, wrote circa 400, “…it is not necessary to probe into the nature of things, as was done by those whom the Greeks called physici…It is enough for the Christian to believe that the only cause of all created things, whether heavenly or earthly, whether visible or invisible, is the goodness of the Creator, the one true God; and that nothing exists but Himself that does not derive its existence from Him.” The Dark Ages followed when the Western Roman Empire fell, trade became stagnant, the Black Plague ravaged the land, scientific thought was discouraged.
Come the sixteenth century, a Polish mathematician calculated the rotations of the planets, and confirmed that the Sun, in fact, is the center of our galaxy. The mathematician, also a Catholic Canon, was savvy and prefaced his work “To The Most Holy Lord, Pope Paul III” begging indulgence, “How I came to dare to conceive such motion of the Earth, contrary to the received opinion of the Mathematicians and indeed contrary to the impression of the senses, is what your Holiness will rather expect to hear. So I should like your Holiness to know that I was induced to think of a method of computing the motions of the spheres by nothing else than the knowledge of the Mathematicians are inconsistent in these investigations.” Copernicus endeavored only to check the mathematics but his “Book of Revolutions” changed the course of history.
Galileo, equally brilliant, more bold and less savvy, championed and then scientifically proved the Copernican heliocentrism, for which he was tried by the Roman Inquisition and found “vehemently suspect of heresy.” Galileo is called the father of observational astronomy, classical physics, the scientific method and modern science. Popes Paul III and V are mere footnotes in history.
The flowering of Renaissance humanism was in full swing in those times, and consider the intellectual and cultural advances concurrent with the scientific revolution: Leonardo da Vinci, Michelangelo, Raphael were active in their studios; Erasmus and Descartes were thinking; Shakespeare and John Milton wrote epic poems and plays; Johannes Kepler and Isaac Newton advanced scientific thought. Whether science was the cause or effect, the fact is that the breadth of thought – what I call consciousness – expanded wildly during this period.
So what then might our “curve of consciousness” bring? Consider these contemporary facts:
- Science has proven that trees communicate and share rescources among themselves via the underground “mycorrhizal network” transferring water, nitrogen, carbon and other minerals; the stronger helping the weaker to survive. Peter Wohlleben has called this network “the woodwide web” allowing trees to communicate.
- Researchers at MIT and other universities are beginning to use Artificial Intelligence to decode the language of humpback whales “with a confidence level of 96 percent.”
- In 2008 the Republic of Ecuador drafted and approved a new constitution recognizing the rights of nature and ecosystems, making them legally enforceable. The preamble states: “RECOGNIZING our age-old roots, wrought by women and men from various peoples, CELEBRATING nature, the Pacha Mama (Mother Earth), of which we are a part and which is vital to our existence, INVOKING the name of God and recognizing our diverse forms of religion and spirituality, CALLING UPON the wisdom of all the cultures that enrich us as a society, AS HEIRS to social liberation struggles against all forms of domination and colonialism AND with a profound commitment to the present and to the future, Hereby decide to build…”
To my mind the coming flowering of consciousness will celebrate unity in diversity. Anthropocentrism may give way to an acceptance that all life is one. Genesis 1:26 where “…God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth” would seem a shibboleth soon to fall, perhaps replaced and finally embraced by Romans 13:10 “Love your neighbor as yourself. Love does no harm to a neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law.”
To all of this, I quote Martin Luther King, “…Free at last, free at last, thank God almighty we are free at last.”
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The radiant reds and orange of summer subside, while brown and sienna now dominate the garden. Beans are ripening. We move closer to the Solstice.







When Tears Become Bullets
Posted: August 22, 2024 Filed under: Chronicles of a First Time Parent, consciousness, Permaculture & Home Renovation, What is an Art Farm | Tags: hypermasculinity, jackson katz, the boy code, william pollock 2 CommentsIn 2001, I met and soon moved in with a remarkable young woman, an art therapist, who had worked with young children at Byrd Elementary School at Chicago’s Cabrini Green housing project, as well as in the Robert Taylor Homes and Cook County Hospital. Working with inner-city boys, she was driven to thread the emotional needle, to help them move forward.
In that studio apartment, on her bookshelf, was ”Real Boys” written by William Pollock, PhD about “the myths of boyhood,” how our society shapes boys to become men. I tried repeatedly to crack that cover but could not. It cut too close to my core.
I quote now the four core tenets of what Pollock called “the Boy Code”:
“The sturdy oak: Men should be stoic, stable, and independent. A man never never shows weakness…boys are not to share pain or grieve openly.
Give ‘em hell: This is the stance of some of our sports coaches, of roles played by John Wayne, Clint Eastwood, and Bruce Lee, a stance based on a false self, of extreme daring, bravado, and attraction to violence.
The “big wheel”: This is the imperative men and boys feel to achieve status, dominance, and power. Or, understood another way, the “big wheel refers to the way in which boys and men are taught to avoid shame at all costs, to wear the mask of coolness, to act as though everything is under control….
“No sissy stuff:” Perhaps the most traumatizing and dangerous injunction thrust on boys and men is the literal gender straight jacket that prohibits boys from expressing feelings or urges seen as “feminine” – dependence, warmth, empathy.”
In short, big boys don’t cry. When I was young, my father – who lived to seize the brass ring, to slay the dragon, to climb the mountain, then died young – he repeatedly told me, “David, you can get used to hanging if you have to.” My football coaches always rhymed “no pain, no gain!” I fault neither my Father nor the coaches, as they only passed on what they had been taught. About all this, Pollock cautioned, “when boys cannot cry, their tears become bullets.”
Bullets, of course, can be metaphorical, and but one example would be the Wall Street “Masters of the Universe” among whom “might is right” with finance a zero sum game of domination, power and control. Consider hedge funds buying up the foreclosed housing stock and then raising rents, in the midst of a housing shortage. Or private equity buying medical practices, to maximize profits at the expense of patient care.
The first rule of the Boy Code is that we don’t talk about the Boy Code. I violate masculinity in writing this meditation upon raising a daughter and son in a culture where hypermasculinity is the norm. I speak here not of the male gender but the masculine traits, as taught.
Jackson Katz, a male pioneer in women’s studies, has written a book titled “Man Enough?” about the “Politics of Presidential Masculinity.” Presidential campaigns are described “…as the center stage of an ongoing national debate about manhood, a kind of quadrennial referendum on what type of man—or one day, woman—embodies not only our ideological beliefs, but our very identity as a nation….how fears of appearing weak and vulnerable end up shaping candidates’ actual policy positions…”
I write here neither to praise nor denigrate any candidate. My concern is our culture of dominance. In this time of hypermasculinity, where we demonize “other,” be they immigrants, the extreme right, the “marxist” left, Neo-nazis, ad infinitum, I am compelled to ask what if the problem is not “them” but us? It is so easy to point and blame “them” but infinitely more challenging to say it is our system of beliefs, self-reinforcing, which perpetuate cycles of violence, a culture of dominance rather than compassion.
Jackson Katz gave a TED Talk titled “Violence against women – it’s a men’s issue.” He makes the subtly persuasive point that rational self interest in a patriarchal society becomes a self-reinforcing system of belief; there is no conspiracy but a self interest in maintaining the status quo rather than embracing change. By analogy, Newton’s First Law of Motion here pertains, that a system of domination will persist until it is acted upon by an external force strong enough to bring change. https://www.ted.com/talks/jackson_katz_violence_against_women_it_s_a_men_s_issue?subtitle=en
“It takes a village” becomes my curse. In our home we raise children to value empathy, compassion and emotional intelligence, but the world into which they go – are schooled, coached and policed – there predominates the hypermasculine. How do we raise our children to be compassionate when their peers practice dominance? “Gentle as a dove, wise as a serpent,” comes to mind.
As a child, I would read the Sunday comics seated below my Father, while he devoured the business news. Pogo, the political satire, ran in those comics, with its theme “We have met the enemy, and He is us.” More than fifty years have passed and some demonize the “Deep State” or “them” but I ask, what if Pogo really was right? What then, if we ourselves are the problem?
An honest awareness seems a necessary starting point in a new dialogue.
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Here at an art farm Bacchus has arrived bearing wild seedless Champagne grapes. Jimmy Nardello Italian Frying Peppers are abundant. Tomatoes exceed our capacity to use. Pole beans flower, to attract hummingbirds. Butternut squash grow on the vine. Peaches are ripe for the picking. We bring bushels of produce to the Food Cupboard.










Greater Things
Posted: July 26, 2024 Filed under: Art & Healing, consciousness | Tags: consciousness, rational mind, spirituality 2 CommentsAs a child, raised Roman Catholic, I went to church every Sunday, and to confession on the Holy Week high holidays, plus a few times each year. My sins at most then were venial, not mortal, certainly never cardinal, and, as I stammered for words to describe my offense, at my earthly Father’s instruction, I would take to my knee and ask forgiveness for my sins.
As a University student, I read the New Testament in Koine Greek. My interest in the bible is as literature, not as dogma; I do not read the Bible, but it is important to know, if only as the lingua franca among the 2.4 billion Christians of this world.
My Mother quoted Matthew 22:37-38 as the pillar of the faith, which she paraphrased as “Love and you have fulfilled the law.” A fine path, indeed, and I am thankful for that guidance. To my mind, and in my experience, however, John 14:12 speaks to the core:
“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Greater works than these?
As a Federalist approaches the law, let us read this sentence literally, as the Founding Father (sic) meant by his own words. Given that the Gospel of John opens “In the beginning was the word…” we do well to begin with the grammar.
Yeshua, the street preacher, spoke either koine (marketplace Greek) or Aramaic; his name is a late form of the Biblical Hebrew “Joshua,” which is spelled Iesous in Greek and Jesus in Latin. The gospels were written in the Koine because that was more popular than Aramaic, thus reaching a wider audience and so approximately 100-years after his death Matthew, Mark, Luke and John wrote Yeshua’s story in Greek, later translated into Latin, known as The Vulgate; in 1522 William Tyndale translated the work into English (for which in 1536 he was strangled and then burned at the stake) but his work informed the translators of the King James Bible, a masterpiece of writing, published in 1611. It is this version from which I here quote.
The street preacher begins with the hortative clause “Verily, verily, I say unto you,” a teacher’s exclamation, for emphasis, to his listeners.
The subject is “he,” the object is “the works,” and “do” is the verb, in the subjunctive mood. Rarely used in contemporary English, the subjunctive is critical here; the indicative mood states facts, certainty, while the subjunctive mood – “shall do” – expresses potential. In other words, the avatar has opened the prospect of free will, the freedom to choose, challenging the listener to what we could do, rather than what we will do.
The sentence has three subordinate clauses, the first of which – “that believeth on me” – expands the subject phrase. “That I do” refines the direct object, while the third – “because I go” – is causative. Grammatical subordination is not necessarily logical subordination; were his going to the Father the sole cause of our salvation, then our acts would be secondary, almost like a “get out of jail free” card. Faith must be active, not passive, and emphasis here is upon doing; the fact of the matter remains the cause is subordinate to the acts, the doings, to the potential of the believer.
“Greater works than these” is an independent clause expanding that which is done – the miracles, from the Latin word miraculum, meaning “object of wonder” – which every parochial school child knows to include (but are not limited to) walking on water, feeding the 5,000, raising Lazarus from the dead.
The sentence is complex, written in hyperbaton, a rhetorical figure that inverts the normal order of words for added emphasis. But if we focus upon the subject, verb and object – like bowling pins lined up for a strike – it makes plain “He that believeth…shall do…the works, and greater works than these.”
Judge next, as an activist might rule from the bench, interpreting the text in a contemporary context. Carl Jung pertains here, and the subordinate clause of causation “because I go unto my Father” must then refer not to an anthropomorphic God, but to the wise old man, the archetypal male of the collective unconscious, a universal archetype of wisdom and insight. Jung believed every male psyche has a female aspect (anima) and every female psyche a male aspect (animus); so then “go unto my Father” is a personification of the wise masculine spirit within the balanced whole of higher consciousness, which is, to my mind, the “Christ” consciousness, the “anointed” one.
As children we learned English grammar. As adults can we learn to expand our consciousness? Who among us shall be so meek as to act upon, rather than merely to believe in, the miracles?
To speak of walking on water, of healing the sick, or raising the dead is to confront the laws of classical physics, to confound the rational mind, to go beyond the prosaic, to enter the realm of poetry.
Hard pressed to imagine such a state of enlightened being, we do well to ponder the words of the God-intoxicated Persian, the poet Hafiz, who wrote, circa 1350, “I Have Learned So Much”:
I
Have
Learned
So much from God
That I can no longer
Call Myself
A Christian, a Hindu, a Muslim,
A Buddhist, a Jew.
The Truth has shared so much of Itself
With me
That I can no longer call myself
A man, a woman, an angel
Or even pure
Soul.
Love has
Befriended Hafiz so completely
It has turned to ash
And freed
Me
Of every concept and image
My mind has ever known.
[NOTE: My grammatical exegesis here has been refined with the help of my dear friend, Bob Ultimo. A classmate in Latin, we read together in the dark dinghy basement of Kresge Hall, Northwestern University 1983-85. He stayed the course, gained a Masters in Latin, taught for many years the Trivium (grammar, dialectic, rhetoric), currently teaches and writes on grammar and writing. A man in his prime, Magister Ultimo is a master of his craft. Given there is “a mysterious link between grammar and the mind” his clarity of verbal construction, keenness of thought, and deft wording are well worth following at writingsmartly.com. Thank you, Bob. Thank you, very much.]
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In late July, the fruits ripen and the harvest has begun.










The Underworld and its Archetypes
Posted: June 28, 2024 Filed under: Art & Healing, consciousness | Tags: consciousness, mythology, rational mind 1 CommentScience began, many say, with the Copernican Revolution, 1543, when a Polish astronomer put forth that the earth revolves around the sun, rather than the Earth at the center. And so began the broader Scientific Revolution, whereupon the foundations were set, and modern science flourished as an autonomous discipline.
But science can be argued to have begun with Aristotle circa 350 BCE, or the heliocentric theories of Philolaus in 5th Century BCE, or even Thales of Miletus, born 626 BCE, one of the seven sages, who broke from mythology to explain the world through deductive reasoning. Science is based upon facts, and the Western Intellectual tradition is rational.
But all cultures have gazed up at the heavens, and tried to decipher meaning. The scientific astronomers – in the West – used Greek mythological figures to christen the constellations of stars, and so mythology towers overhead, still to this day. Stop and consider: science at best is 2,400 years old, while celestial divination is millenia older, common to all cultures, on all continents. We are wise to consider the archetypes in the sky above us, and what we can learn from them.
Pluto, the planet furthest from the sun, was discovered in 1930 and named for the God of the Underworld, of the dead, also known as the Great Destroyer, Transformer and Redeemer.
Pluto, the planet, was present above the United States on July 4, 1776 “When in the course of human events…” fifty-six founding fathers on that date set pen to paper, to sign and to state that, “We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.” So our sovereign nation was declared.
Pluto has a very long arc – specifically 247 years to circumnavigate the sun – and it has now completed one full return, precisely exact on February 2022 through 2024. The Great Destroyer, Transformer and Redeemer is at high noon, dead overhead again, and who among us cannot say that the United States of America is being wrestled to its core, over “truths held self evident”?
What I say here is not scientific fact, but may be an archetypal truth and the question before us, what we the people must decide, is who we are, and who shall we be going forward? Scientific fact does little to help us here. The archetypes seem predominate, and we are wise to pay heed, to seek answers not in the political but at our deeper, more expansive realms.
Fear not. As Pluto is the God of the dead, so too he is the God of wealth and agriculture; the Destroyer, he is also the Redeemer. Persephone, his mistress, would bring back from the underworld new seeds to be planted each spring, to spawn a harvest come fall.
And so as we move through this dark season, may we also see at hand the seeds of an abundant future. Rather than fighting to the bottom, we the people can sow seeds of unity in diversity, we can move past an “either/or” mindset, to a “both/and” embracing and accepting a greater wholeness.
The choice, and its consequences, are ours.
Impeccable
Posted: June 21, 2024 Filed under: Chronicles of a First Time Parent, consciousness, Farming off the Farm | Tags: consciousness 2 CommentsWhen I was a child, the popular saying was “a man’s word is his bond.” I haven’t heard that expression now in decades.
King Solomon, David’s son, long ago commented “In all thy getting, get understanding.” For the better part of 40-years, the getting, it seems, has been primarily – for the few – immense material wealth. The 10 Commandments now seem laughably old fashioned.
Among ancient civilizations wisdom was rich, and we do well to revisit our past. The Toltec, a Meso-American culture that predates the Aztec, held four precepts to be key. Don Miquel Ruiz, a descendent of the Toltec, wrote “The Four Agreements” about “self-limiting beliefs.” The book, copyright 1997, has been published in 52 languages worldwide, and spent one decade as a New York Times bestseller.
The first precept, which he calls an “Agreement” is deceptively simple: “Be impeccable in your word.” He writes, “Your word is the power that you have to create. It is through the word that you manifest everything. Regardless what language you speak, your intent manifests through the word. What you dream, what you feel, and what you really are, will all be manifested through the word.”
“In the beginning was the Word, and the word was God” is the opening statement of the Christian Gospel of John. Ruiz explains and expands, “The word is not just a sound or a written symbol. The word is a force; it is the power you have to express and communicate, to think, and thereby to create events in your life. But like a sword with two edges, your word can create the most beautiful dream, or your word can destroy everything around you. One edge is the misuse of the word, which creates a living hell. The other edge is the impeccability of the word, which will only create beauty, love, and heaven on earth.”
As there is light, so there is darkness, which principle was embodied in the brilliant German orator whose message of fear and hatred manipulated a country of highly intelligent people. Again Ruiz, “He led them into a world war with just the power of his word. He convinced others to commit the most atrocious acts of violence. He activated people’s fears with the word, and like a big explosion, there was killing and war all around the world. …He sent out all those seeds of fear, and they grew very strong and beautifully achieved massive destruction.”
It is worth remembering that Hitler rose to power through a democratic election, via the German Workers Party, in 1932. Having campaigned as a populist, he consolidated power as a demon.
The Agreement’s verb is “impeccable,” which is derived from the Latin prefix in-, meaning “not,” and the verb peccare, meaning “to sin;” to be impeccable is to be without sin, but to the Toltec sin was different from the Christian meaning. Ruiz explains, “A sin is anything that you do which goes against yourself. Everything you feel or believe or say that goes against yourself is a sin. When you are impeccable, you take responsibility for your actions, but you do not judge or blame yourself. Being impeccable with your word is the correct use of your energy; it means to use your energy in the direction of truth and love for yourself.”
Simple truths are easily understood. Or are they? While driving on errands with my son, we talk about these. Again and again, to help guide his future, I draw from the past.
The Toltec had four agreements:
- Be impeccable with your word
- Don’t take anything personally
- Don’t make assumptions
- Always do your best
To this I would add two more:
- Let integrity be your bank account
- Let compassion, more than logic, guide your path
At this sun drenched solstice, fruits ripen and vines reach ever higher…





























